I can do tough things

Im still here...

And Im ok

My mom said something that really hit me.

She said through losing weight she has realized she can do tough things.

Little did we know that the emotional journey my mom and I set out on 1 year ago to lose weight would actually prepare us for what happened 2 months ago. 

I miss her so much, my heart hurts so much.

I still cry everyday.

I dream of both of there sweet faces every night.

But I am ok.

Because I'm stronger that I thought.. and I can do tough things.